I want to write, maybe I want to paint, experiment with colours. Explore many things, I want to get creative, be creative so I can unlock my soul’s expression. To connect to everything around me to indulge everything inside me.
Is indulgence, self indulgence a need for the ego? or an understanding and wanting of the heart not to desire but to yearn for deepness of the soul. This is your choice to decide, yet know this it could be your ego that is the thing denying you, your creative heart and expression.
I know I want be creative, I know I want learn more, feel more listen more to understand with love , compassion and tenderness. more, more, more. Life is to precious, that when you start to feel life flow through you, you become more aware of life is within you. Being not living. I love poetry, I am a hopeless romantic. Being swept away in my imagination by books, movies is a love of good storytelling. I know as I get older there is a deep need to be connected to nature and to everything around me. I know nature nurtures and being creative connects you to all things, everything.
This year is one of self indulgence and self love yet without being selfish. Being self aware , self caring and loving. We all should always follow our heart, when it is in line with our gut and our intentions or intuition, as this will always lead you on a journey of discovery. Even you are reluctant. So self- indulgence is not a dirty word nor is it selfish because you are focusing on what your soul needs. It may be creativity or health, becoming more healthy, balanced and intune with what your body needs, with a lifestyle change. Creating motivation to put time into your mind, body and soul because if they are simply disconnected from source and yourself, you find yourself being scattered . As life goes quick before we know it, it can slip between our fingers. So we need to be being more and feeling more, appreciating with gratitude everyday. What are you enjoying in this moment? What are you grateful for? and I ask you what do you love about yourself in this moment? So for me this is about exploring what the needs and what the heart enjoys, like what you did when you where a child but had to give up to be responsible.
Every year I have a deep yearning to explore being creative in different ways. To indulge myself. I continue to work on myself, on my passions in life. To reveal it as I feel it. Indulging in learning and exploring art painting and all types of art, because it always interested me. I love the French language and this year is the year I am going to learn. I want write more. Poetry, Bog posts, Affirmations, journaling. Fasting, detoxing is a high priority for me to bring balance to my body as these are the ways the body heals itself. Changing my life style not dieting. I am eating predominantly fruit , salad and not very much at all. Drinking more and eating less yet not needing much water if any because I am eating fruit. I am excited to understand the power of self love and care. I love doing weights, Yoga, Yoga on my bosu ball, trampolining, being conscious aware about everything that is going to help in living long (150 years) healthy and happy. I really believe learning is key to a healthy mind, Exercise is the key to a healthy heart and body, it is important to look ourselves and that is a self indulgence yet very needed. You are never to young to learn. Self indulgence is not a bad thing if you are enhancing who you are and what you have to offer the world around you and within you….
Everyone wins, no one loses, we always grow….
Loving life in every moment.
Lotus Flower . Live 